January 2009
Hands Around My Throat- Death In Vegas
uhhh
i need new pants. my pants keep falling down, and since my sister knows they’re loose, she pulls them down…in public. i can imagine my insane neighbour staring at me in delight from his window.
I finally just sat down and read from 7.30 pm to 11.30 pm. It felt unbelievable, listening to vicktor and just…reading. I’d forgotten what it’s like to read without having the pressure of looking for techniques and quotes to impress authority figures. Today, I just read because I wanted to. I need to do that more often.
“Forget all about the pressure of days. I like you the best.”
– Between the Bars- Elliot Smith
“Please, trust me, I most definitely can be cheerful. I can be amiable....”
– Death- The Book Thief
“This love doesn’t care to be love.”
– This Love- Craig Armstrong
Someone asked me today whether I’d done my English homework and I laughed. I hope that someday I wont laugh at that.
(11: 37 PM) steffo/mav: well, i will attempt to intervene if necessary...i'll blind you with wizz fizz or something
(11: 38 PM) mitch: lol
(11: 38 PM) mitch: at least its edible?
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(2: 28 AM) steffo/mav: see you. try not to do anything too strenuous at work
(2: 29 AM) mitch: ;) i never do..
(2: 29 AM) steffo/mav: when you're about to, think of wizz fizz and stop haha
(2: 29 AM) steffo/mav: bahah
(2: 29 AM) mitch: lol
(2: 29 AM) mitch: but whiz fizz tastes nice
(2: 29 AM) steffo/mav: not in your eyes
Loneliest Girl In The World- Cary Brothers
“Tell me, could you learn to love my hatred?”
– Wearing Me Down- Dashboard Prophets
Several arab males in the ocean- OBAMA!
Matt- I don't get it. Why are they saying obama?
Me- Maybe we heard wrong and they're saying, "Osama."
*both laugh hysterically*
i went bike riding with kylie today. my bum hurts hardcore, but at least it was some form of movement. this way, i won’t end up cleaning myself with a rag on a stick, care of the simpsons. i also bought a new bikini in preparation for tomorrow. this won’t sound like me, but i look awesome in it. sorry. it’s just fact.
Sufjan Stevens- To be alone with you
(1: 31 AM) loosy.goosy: I'll never do george bush
(1: 31 AM) steffo/mav: me either, he'd be weird to do. i think he'd make a lot of old man noises
(1: 31 AM) steffo/mav: like "eurgh..uhhh!"
(1: 33 AM) loosy.goosy: oooh that turned me on a little
I’m not in the mood for any of your inspirational shit. You don’t believe in any of it more than I do. Just back off.
“When we don’t know who to hate, we hate ourselves.”
– Chuck Palahniuk (via bitchville) (via deadshot) (via byepolar) (via peachesbiensur)
I keep picturing all these little kids in this big field of rye- and nobody’s around- nobody big, I mean- except me, and I’m standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. I mean, if they’re running and they don’t look where they’re going, I have to come out from somewhere and catch them, that’s all I’d do all day. I’d just be the catcher in the rye and...
Friday-
(1: 04 AM) steffo/mav: i'd rather slide down a banister of blades and land in a pool of alcohol than discuss what i can't do anything about
(1: 05 AM) ___: mitch: very vivid
(1: 05 AM) ___: mitch: ouch.
(1: 07 AM) ___: mitch: frikin christ.
(1: 07 AM) steffo/mav: yeah, im tellin you, i would rather do that haha
(1: 07 AM) ___: mitch: no you wouldnt stefanie costa
(1: 07 AM) steffo/mav: i'd rather floss with razors..
Saturday-
*after watching a video where a duckling is eaten*
(12: 22 AM) steffo/mav: that makes me sad..
(12: 23 AM) ___: mitch: coming from the chick whod rather slide down a banister of blades...
just when you think you’re in control..
“I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via thosemoments12)
“We won’t break, we won’t die. It’s just a moment of change....”
– All We Are- One Republic
Kylie- Holy God, what if Wizz Fizz is really cocaine?
Lucy- Nah, that wouldn't be worth it
Me- Oh, my gosh, that so explains my addiction..
Please don’t touch me, I’ve come too far to let you bring me down. You think I’m easy, but try as you might, you can’t have me now. These tedious dances we go through, but I’ve memorized them all. I quietly melt down and consent to you, if only just to bawl. As I stare through you and I stand quite still and an alarm sounds just up the road, I can tell you’d...
“Oh, maybe I’m supposed to make you feel better.”
– Dark Blue- No Doubt
how annoying is it when people just suddenly stop in front of you? that happened to me so many times today, it’s unbelievable. i was like “BRAH! i’m walkin’ here!”, ya’ll know what i’m sayin’?! anyway, black tone of voice aside, people are silly.
Swing Life Away- Rise Against
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I went to the beach today with my family. Here’s a snippet: *natalie’s filling parts of the tent with sand* Me- Those are sand pockets.. Mum- Como sabes? (How do you know?) Me- I read the manual. Also, they’re pockets and she’s filling them with sand.. I watched Marley and Me last night and cried. Hard. Lucy was right. However, when Nat made fun of me with Chris about how...
“Am i still your charm, or am i just bad luck?”
– Swing Life Away- Rise Against
Today I was reading Battle Royale while my sister was reading Harry Potter, The Deathly Hollows. Well, 45 minutes into our reading session, Natalie started crying. Heavily. When I asked her what was wrong she went into a frenzy about how Dobby didn’t deserve to die. He was a good elf.
did i get myself into something bad just now?
steffo/mav says:
i wouldn't mind piercing my tongue, i think that's hot
THE GREAT WHITE BROTHERHOOD [T.G.W.D.C.A.C] says:
it is
THE GREAT WHITE BROTHERHOOD [T.G.W.D.C.A.C] says:
on girls
steffo/mav says:
mhm, agreed
THE GREAT WHITE BROTHERHOOD [T.G.W.D.C.A.C] says:
come with me : )
“And all I really want from you is to feel me, it’s a feeling inside that...”
– If It Kills me- Jason Mraz
I heart my peaches
peaches: and despite all the pain and suffering they unwittingly put us through, because they're numbskulls; i'm glad you and i are past this fuckwit boys business. it's a new year, and it's our time to shine without them greasing it up and stopping our shininess
mav: agreed, yo! im happy..finally! i got streaks haha
peaches: woo!
mav: they're subtle, but i love them
peaches: we has different hurrr. the new year can OFFICIALLY begin. Now that our hair quota is, you know, awesome
“Why’d you have to go and pick me when you knew that we were different...”
– Ex Girlfiend- No Doubt
steffo/mav says:
he acted fine
Danny says:
but he's probably really hurting inside..
steffo/mav says:
i effing hope so
“If you know time as well as I do, you wouldn’t talk about wasting it.”
– The Mad Hatter, Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland (via ooba) (via spectra)
This is just…exactly what my mindset is right now.
(via peachesbiensur)
i finally got that third piercing. i thought it wouldn’t hurt because the last one didn’t, but as that piercing gun stabbed at my cartilage, i realised that it was going to hurt, just as the second one i had repressed the memory of did.
the library was so much fun today. i finally found some juicy info on the history wars! pancakes was also fun. long walk, though! uphill! oh, yeah. also, next time i’ll bring a bigger bag so that someone else doesn’t have to carry my entire life in their own backpack. sorry, danny!
“Now, oh-so-easily, you’re over me, gone is love. It’s me that ought...”
– Shut Up And Let Me Go- The Ting Tings
“Can’t you see it’s over? There’s nothing left to die for.”
– Shrinking Universe- Muse