Me:I just needed to get rid of some of the things that were dragging me down...and I just happened to start with someone people considered a best friend of mine. You know, just for controversy....Had to get myself out there.
I want my kids to grow up like I did. I don’t mean become me, goodness no, but have that same type of peace. The type where your parents really love each other and you can understand just from that how you came about existing. It might be lame, but I really want that for them. I do.
I know one of your ‘anonymous’ descriptions was of me. Just because I forgive people doesn’t mean I have “double standards”. I was sick of having to choose. From now on, I’ll hang with whoever the hell i want. Thanks for tumblring it instead of talking to me, though. That’s what friends are for.
“Maybe I’ll never see you smile again.
Maybe you thought that it was all pretend;
All these words that I could never say,
I just let them slip away.
Why don’t you hear me when I’m calling out to you?
Why don’t you listen when I try to make it through to you?”—4 AM Forever- Lostprophets
“What’s left to lose? I’ve done enough. And if I fail, well, then I fail, but I gave it a shot. ‘Cause these last few years, I know they’ve been hard, but now it’s time to get out of the desert and into the sun….even if it’s alone.”—On Your Porch- The Format
I’ve made friends at University that are girls. They are female. They have vaginas, not penises. They like The Office, 30 Rock and Harry Potter, and don’t talk about the most recent porn film they rented. They laugh at my jokes and don’t scratch the space below the waist and above the thigh. This may not seem like a big deal….but I only had guys to deal with for 2 weeks. And 36 out of the 40 in my class were like what I just described. And I did not like it.