“When i was fifteen all I wanted to do was get older.. and now I am. I can drink, vote, fuck… drive. But I’ve realised two things. One - I would do anything if I could have those years back and two - I’ve never felt more alone. I’ve never felt more like a kid in my whole life… You get me?”—Lexi (adulthood) (via iamrachy)
The more I think about what you did, the more I hate you. It’s not even just regular relationship betrayal. I thought you were my best friend, and I let you into my life like you had been there all along. You fucked this up.
So I was feeling like shit 5 minutes ago. I mean, really terrible, like the world swallowing me whole would be an upgrade from my life. And then Courtney talks to me. And tells me that Charisma Carpenter from Buffy the Vampire Slayer and Angel is coming to Supanova in June. And then the world is the best place to be.
You never put the effort into the things that really counted. A word here, and a kiss there, could change the way its turning out. You work so hard at all the things I never cared about. And I’m lonely, though you’re right in front of me. Where’s the guy that I fell for? He wanted more and more.
My boyfriend is making up stupid songs for everything he does. The latest one was about ironing, to the song “Hero” by Enrique Iglesias. And I will iron with you forever! You can take my wrinkles away, and I will be your ironer. Dear God.